A Dallas police officer broke down and began shaking on Friday as she began to testify about the night she killed a neighbor in his own home. The officer said she mistook his home for her own unit one floor below.
Amber Guyger began crying while recalling approaching her neighbor Botham Jean’s door. The judge had to call for a brief break so she could compose herself.
Guyger is charged with murder in the killing last September, she was the first witness that her lawyers called in the high-profile case. She told jurors about how she grew up in a small house in the Dallas suburb of Arlington, how she played in the school band and how she aspired to become a police officer.
“I just wanted to help people and that was the one career that I thought I could help people in,” said Guyger, who was fired from the police force after the shooting.
Guyger’s testimony is the first time the public has heard directly from the 31-year-old since Jean’s killing last September. Guyger, who is white, was off duty but in uniform when she shot Jean, a 26-year-old native of the Caribbean nation of St. Lucia who was black and worked as an accountant in Dallas.
The basic facts of the shooting are not in dispute. Guyger walked up to Jean’s apartment, which was on the fourth floor directly above hers on the third, and found the door unlocked. She shot Jean with her service weapon. Guyger was later arrested, fired and charged with murder.
Guyger’s attorneys say she fired in self-defense after mistaking Jean for a burglar. Her attorneys also say the identical physical appearance of the complex from floor to floor frequently led to tenants parking on the wrong floor or trying to enter the wrong apartment.
Prosecutors have questioned how Guyger could have missed numerous signs that she was in the wrong place, and suggested she was distracted by sexually explicit phone messages with her police partner. Prosecutors also say Jean was no threat to Guyger, noting that he was in his living room eating a bowl of ice cream when she entered his apartment.
In a frantic 911 call played in court earlier this week, Guyger says “I thought it was my apartment” nearly 20 times. The shooting attracted intense national scrutiny because it was one in a chain of shootings of unarmed black men by white police officers.
The trial began Monday.